212 days in Bangalore and still counting...

Its more than 200 days for me in Bangalore…
July 3rd was the first day in Banglore …
A cool 212 days…
There are few things which have changed and some which not…

The things which have not changed for me

1. I still brush late
2. Given a chance I still bath late.
3. Food still not a priority for me.
4. My bed is a dog’s paradise. It’s still messy… and I always forget to fold my blanket in the morning.
5. Sachin is still my favaourites.
6. Friends are still my weakness.
7. I am still very passionate about all the things that I do.
8. I am still uncomfortable talking to girls (they are the one forward their hands for handshake rather than me).
9. I still do things which I feel are correct and don’t care about any damn thing on earth.
10. I can still talk long over phone.
11.I still have got my brain under my ribs.
12. I still love coding.
13. And I still follow my own rules.
14. I still don’t make any plans but am part of it (I mean no excuses here )

Am not planning to change any of the above things though (except the last point)…


Things that have changed for me

1. I am in Karnataka’s capital and not in Orissa’s capital
2. I am not in college
3. I have lost some weight. See, I had some weight to be lost.
4. I earn my money
5. I wash my clothes.
6.I talk less at my work place.
7. I am getting a bit bored
8. No fav. Actress in my list now, sadly

8 is a big number I guess. So I am improving...

Reason

This was one of those days when I was alone. Was scared to get lost in the crowd. Was scared to be alone... I sat alone and this is wot I came out with...

Reason

A reason to smile
A reason to cry
A reason to live
A reason to move on

Thats all I ask for...

You are a reason

A reason that made me cry
A reason that made me smile
A reason that kept me breathing
A reason that was enough to keep me moving

You turned away
You never looked back
You never called me
You never smiled back

I have been waiting all these days
Peeping out all day
Waiting for the elusive call
Waiting for the smile

I still move and keep peeping into your door when I am around
Just waiting for you
Just waiting for a look
Just waiting for my reason

Disappointed, I move on
As tardily as it can get
As senseless as it can get
As rudderless as it can get

No I didnt cry Cause you are not there to wipe it out
No I am not running away without telling you
No I am not dying cause you are not by my side
No I am not doing anything without you


Am lonely
Am dejected
Am scared
Am waiting


Hope
You will come back to pull my leg
You will come back to giggle at me
You will come back to defeat me in the countless silly arguments we have
You will come back to justify my reason

I want
I want your legpulling
I want your smile
I want to be defeated by you
I want to be jackassed by you

Just give back my reason
A reason is all that I want
A reason is all I need
A reason is all that is sufficient

Hey friend!!!
Hey dear friend!!!
Hey friend where are you
I have been waiting for you
Give me back the energy that I have lost
Give me back the smile that is gone


Give me back the reason of my life...


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Mobile Lost

Missing

NOKIA 1100

Colour Black

Purchase Year is 2004

Unique Mark : Was quiet dirty and the number 3 was not quiet visible...

Message Box quiet filled...

Yes I lost my mobile... And Yes I am desparate...
I lost it sumwhere on my way to home from my friends place ...
I guess I am solely to be blamed for dat... I was quiet absent minded on my journey due to sum incident... or else the mobile wud have been in my hand ... keeping me busy playing the "snake"

Yes I am quiet desparate... It was nothing less than my girlfriend... rather I treated it nothing less than I wud hav treated my girlfriend... My friend had always made fun of me the way I was always glued to my mobile... (but not now)

All of my friends know I hav never been a materialistic kinda guy... But dis mobile was the first thing that I was so attached to...

It had memories attached to it...

• Those long hours of chat ( the longest being 270 mins(approx) now dnt gasp, it was followed by a gud number of 100 mins )
• Those fights over the phone...
• Those missed calls
• Those message marathon
• And most importantly those message archieve I had maintained which I used to go thru when I wanted to talk to sum1 but cudnt call

I will miss u "My mobile"... I miss u like nething... I hav cried for u.... I hav cried for u like a child cries for his mother... I hav always loved u...

Anyone who havs it now please take gud care of it...

If u all think me as insane and laughing at me, then I cant help it... dats ur jurisdiction...

But I and few of my close friend know wot it meant to me...

A Retrospect...

Today I sit welcoming a new year and bidding bye to the older one… When I sit down and look in retrospective all I can say is “ Will always miss u… :-( ”
In brief the last year had been a year I will be always nostalgic abt…

All that I can succinct is here

The year started with sum addition to my friend list… A couple of them made it to the elitest… I will mainly dedicate the last year to them…

After we gave our last semester, it was the turn of lotsa parties and get-togethers ( 1 of them led to a bitter spat with my dear friend … how can I forget dat… dat will be always there in my memory for time immortal… remember )

Then it was the bitter time for separation, saying bye had been one of the toughest thing to say for me, and last year I had to say in more than one occasion… People will always say dat, “ dnt worry we will meet for sure, sumwhere in the near future” but believe me those words never consoled me… Yes I cried a lot fearing whether I will be able to meet my frnds or not… ( I can go on writin, but better stop here)

Then the big day arrived for me to step into the corporate world… After much deliberation, I decided to join Accenture and not Wipro, and looking from the point where I stand now I made the right decision… Neway on career front everything has been gud till now… ( if u consider stability as a gud factor)… Ya I m more or less satisfied … but wud like to move to the next level very sooner…

I also started livin on my own in one of dream city called Bangalore ( a paradise for ne SW proffessional), dat means I hav to wash my own clothes now ( ya I do it evry weekend and this thing wont change in the near future also :( )

Many a thing to write, many a emotion to share, but time and space dnt allow me to do the same… At the end a song which was forwarded to me which is so true…

2005 was when.........
when we wrote our last B.E. paper.........
when we passed out of college....
when we made new amazing friends.....
when some of us moved to a new city.....
when some of us celebrated our 22nd birthdays.....
when we waved good bye to our buddies leaving to the
states for higher studies...
when some of us fell in love........
when some of us got married......
when some of us fell out of love
when some of us got hurt
2005 when
when we would have made mistakes
when we made life descisions.......
when these decisions turned out to be a tragedy
when some of us felt lonely ....
when some of us made an amazing friends in a new city
when some of us would have learnt to be stronger.....
when some of us would have realised that everything
happens for a reason.....
when some of us let out our anger.....
when some of us never opened up to our friends about how
we felt....
when some of us felt so glad and happy to be the way they are.....
when we go out everyday and meet up with our friends...
when we had serious talks with our dad about our future.....
when we missed each other when we were at hometown………..
when we missed our mom here …..
when we cried for each other …….
When we celebrated our first Christmas with our friends ….
When we were jobless all the time in office ……..
When we walked around the streets late in the night ……
When we put budget for the next month (but strictly not following it)
When we attended those late night calls (only incoming calls)
Last year has taken us through all our ups and downs
we faced in our life...
2006.......one more year .....a year to....
To find our life partner (might be)
to smile........
to let people know how much u care...
to learn from our mistakes.......
to cry when we are feeling down.....
to follow our dreams.......
to fight against everything for our dreams to come true.....
to be more confident.........
to be more strong at heart and mind.....
to enrich our knowledge.........
to make others happy....
Lets take each day as it comes........
Forget about the downs we came across in the past year........
And remember every lesson we learnt through them........
Lets Enjoy Life to The Fullest............
Lets Be thankful for every day.....
All The Very Best For The Year to Come.....
WE guys are goin to definitly Rock this year........


"Words cannot capture everything that memories can capture…."

Miss u 2005 Welcome 2006

p.s I also started writing blogs....